Calliope sits on her favorite bench, at the edge of the park. No one
notices her, not really, but all pass her eventually. She doesn’t say much
to folks. Just waves her hand, and goes back to whatever she was
preoccupied with. One man thinks he sees knitting, a child sees a snack.
It doesn’t matter what she’s doing with her hands, because they move on
anyway, and her eyes are on them all.
I have this image of Abraham Lincoln, on his giant dais at the monument.
I am a child of our century and its imagery. While I know the fables of his
life, I cannot place him anywhere but on a very large chair, sitting and
watching, larger than life—literally.
The epic seeks this larger than life quality, the quality in which everything
else fades away while we focus on a hero. Somehow, in that focus, the
hero becomes history.
Calliope sits in front of a map. It’s configuration changes from year to
year, as the continents move and dragons are replaced by land replaced
by opportunity replaced by escape.
My vision is so minute that I cannot pan. I can not carry Odysseus
across the ocean to home. In my world, he would drown. I can do
sitcoms but not soap operas.
Yet these people live in my head, fixated on their moments. They come
alive when exposed to words, to other writers. Listening to Lucille Clifton
sends a person named Audrey onto a riff about rivers. Audrey either
lives in my head or in Maine. You be the judge.
Calliope sits on a tapestry. It has knotted fringe at the edges. Or maybe
those are just the threads unraveling and reweaving themselves.
I think that our culture is all set to rediscover the epic. Ask Lincoln.